Here I am. Here we are.

You know, I've tried so hard to convince myself I was fine. But then you came.

And I couldn't convince you at all, no matter how hard I tried. You knew it, and me too.

Nevertheless, something strange happened.

You weren't expecting me to be 'complete' or to be fine right from the start.

You just pretended I was convincing, and locked your own fears and doubts about me instead of bringing them to us.

I gotta admit, that was the smartest and cutest thing I've ever seen before.

So self given, God. I was there crying and suffering and trying to put my heart back on track and you just stood at my side. Anytime, for anything. Suffering too and in fear of someone so strange and volatile. Just holding on, waiting on. Brave you.

When you look the things in perspective, doesn't it seems so right?

Because now I see:

In the middle of all the mess we went through, you were always there for me.

You've been calm and had patience, but now I'm recovered.

Now I got my heart back. And it's finally yours.

(Evelise Kowalczyk dos Santos)